Time has clouded our meeting that day Of Providence due to situation Yet this did not preview What would become after initial salutations Time moved slowly Each of us telling our tales How in life we have succeeded Also, the times we have failed I’ve listened to your heart Fallen for how resolute it beats Stricken at times with admiration For in you is a woman complete You have such drive and determination Your heart is so strong Even when you have a setback Know it will never last too long You are such a kind listener Your counsel is one I can trust Because judging is not something you jump to For your compassion is fair and just You are a person I strive to emulate You inspire me to be more Just know I want to be there with you No matter what is in store I have fallen in love with every part of you The good, bad, ugly, beautiful, dark, and divine You possess one of the greatest things on earth A soul that has touched mine
My dreams are so vivid
I feel them even now
Deny in them I cannot
Only need to figure out how
I recall the feeling of warmth
Your hair on my shoulder
Trusting me in your quiet sighs
Safe feelings of slumber take over
I can picture every detail
You lying there in my arms
Knowing with no doubt in my heart
I will protect you from harm
I feel your breathing
Your body as it slowly melts into mine
Enjoying our rest of the evening
Until we wake my sunshine
Do you want as I do
All of the good
All of the bad
For if we dance again
I can’t hold back anything
I will bare my soul to you
I want you to know everything
Even the ugly parts
I need to share it all and not hold back
Hopefully after all of that you will still want
I don’t know if you will see this
But I hope and pray that you do
I’m sorry you are suffering
I am hear to listen to you
I wish I could have got there sooner
Just to give you my hand
Because I know your heart is breaking
I feel what you do my friend
Please I hope somehow you hear this
Either through a message or a phone
Know we are waiting for you with love
Desperate for you to come home
Posting to be low this week while I recharge in Jamaica. Lots of fun and sun to be had. And my vacation vice, Cuban Cigars and beer. Stay safe my friends!
Just the thing I needed for my forlorn soul today.
Once upon a time, you were born.
You began to learn of the world.
People told you who you were and what to believe.
Some stories you began to repeat to yourself.
Over and over again, until you became… You.
Who are you now?
Is this “you” permanent?
If not, then who are you, really?
You look around, you see many like you.
Perhaps you see many unlike you.
Are you similar?
Or are you special?
Can you be both?
Who made you laugh?
Who held your hand?
Who hurt you?
What happened to you?
Why are you followed by these things?
What if you were to confront yourself?
Can this “you” die before dying?
A possibility of renewal.
But are new stories told for the sake of lies?
Are they told simply to escape pain?
Are they told simply for pleasure?
Or are they told for redemption?
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Jan 3, 2007, via my OLD myspace account
Current mood: contemplative
Here are some things I want to accomplish in the new year in no specific order:
1. Become a better friend
2. Become a better husband
3. Become a better father
4. Lose weight
5. Lose emotional garbage
6. Find my inner smile that everyone keeps telling me that they miss
7. Become passionate about my life and where it is headed
8. Become financially independant
9. Take a risk (that hopefully will not spoil 8)
10. Finish the back yard project
11. Remodel the front yard
12. Refinish the computer room
13. Take time to enjoy the roses